If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now (even if we don't speak often), please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me.

It can be anything you want -- good or bad -- BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE.

When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you.

So, it's the last week of October. Goddammit, that went by fast! There's only 24 more school days in this semester (yay!), and registration for next semester begins for me November 10th at 10:30am. It's looking like I'll be taking Japanese 102, Photography 201, Philosophy 160, Theology 201, Grammar & Editing 101 (prob will be a VERY BORING course, but it's a requirement for my major), Creative Fiction Writing 306, and English 101. Pretty freakin' sweet if you ask me!

NaNo starts on November 01st (Sunday). For those of you who don't know, NaNo is an annual contest to write a 50,000+ word novel in the 30-day span November inhabits on the general calendar. I've been wanting to do it for years, but this is the first year I am going to attempt it. Can it do it?? Hopefully. The minimum goal I am giving myself is 30,000 words, but I am definitely shooting for the 50,000!!

My webpage is almost done. I'll prob attempt to use FTP (kinda scared) starting this week. It's the first site I've done with HTML rather than a Freewebs design, so I'm super excited. SugoiCon is also this weekend, and LittleKuriboh is to be uploading episodes 43 and 44 of YGOTAS this weekend as well!!

Sweetness. Total Sweetness.
 

Oh dear, I has been fifteen weeks since my last post.

Mega oops...

Well I am officially back now, people! Whoo-hoo! Let's see...what have I been up to?

Started my second year at Bellarmine, and it is going GREAT. I am taking Japanese 101 and can read and write in hiragana!! Score! I am also taking a class about Adobe Dreamweaver, so expect a new webpage from me SOON (like, end-of-October soon). I switched my major from Computer Programming (just wasn't smart enough...too much math) to Communications: Professional Writing Track, and that is going awesomely.

Currently, I am planning a party for October 16th. My friends and I were originally going on our school's Ball on the Belle field trip again, but they imposed a bunch of dumb new rules so we have decided to throw our own little rave ^^ I am also looking for cheap apartments, as Kimi, Tyler, Xakk, and I are planning on moving out of our houses and into one together at the start of next summer.

OMGCon has been declared for June 11th-13th 2010. I'm so excited! I'm going to be hosting panels for the first time! Yippee! I might also do panels at ColossalCon, but I am not sure yet.

I'm going to SugoiCon at the end of this month, but I decided against doing a panel for that one since I have not been to that Con before and do not know how things typically run.

Well, I think that's all for now.

Ja mata!!

 Before I begin, I want to say ARIGATO once more to x_mog  for the lovely birthday prezzies! New icons, yay!! *glomps*

So, I was watching Inside the Actors Studio the other night. My favourite part of every episode is the "classroom" session where host James Lipon asks his guests a series of questions from a Proust Questionnaire (as adapted by French talk-show host Bernard Pivot) to find out a little bit more about their personalities. I was wondering what all of your answers would be to such questions. 

For those unfamiliar with Lipton's version of the Proust Questionnaire, the questions are: 

-What is your favorite word? 
-What is your least favorite word? 
-What turns you on? (Or excites you or inspires you?) 
-What turns you off? 
-What sound or noise do you love? 
-What sound or noise do you hate? 
-What profession other than your own would you like to attempt? 
-What profession other than your own would you not like to attempt? 
-What is your favorite curse word? 
-Finally, if Heaven exists, what would you like to hear God say when you arrive at the Pearly Gates? 

I'll go first!!

-What is your favorite word? hookerbanging 
-What is your least favorite word? don't have one 
-What turns you on? (Or excites you or inspires you?) cuddly emo boys (emo in dress, not in personality, mind you. i couldn't be with someone who was always depressed and cut themselves =/) 
-What turns you off? smelly people, annoying people, bigots, and preppy tweens 
-What sound or noise do you love? funny noises, Pikachus, cats purring 
-What sound or noise do you hate? nails scraping against certain materials 
-What profession other than your own would you like to attempt? rock star, oh yeah! 
-What profession other than your own would you not like to attempt? roadkill collector (i have a phobia of roadkill) 
-What is your favorite curse word? o.O 
-Finally, if Heaven exists, what would you like to hear God say when you arrive at the Pearly Gates? "How the hell did you get up here?!"

 Swiped from Skunky-chan, as I am bored ^^

A - Age: I turn nineteen June 27th =]
B - Bed size: twin
C - Chore you hate: cleaning in general (except personal grooming)
D - Dog's name: I has bunny
E - Essential start to your day: Swearing (I hate waking up)
F - Favorite color: most shades of green
G - Gold or Silver: Silver
H - Height: 5'8"
I - Instruments you play: Flute, guitar, keyboard
J- Job: proud sales associate at Spencer's Gifts (two years down, an eternity to go! i love that place!)
K - Kid(s): None yet, but I want two!
L - Living arrangements: live with mom Sat-Tues and grandparents Wed-Fri. when school's in, i live in the dorms
M - Mom's name: Cheryl Robin
N - Nickname: Sapphire, Sapphy, Angie
O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth: None ^^
P - Pet Peeves: When people have food on their mouth, people gnawing off their fake nails in class (this one girl does it all the time)
Q - Quote from a movie: "Snooch to the nooch" "That's it! I have had it with these motherfucking snakes on this motherfucking plane!"
R - Right or left handed: righty
S - Siblings: only child =]
T - Time you wake up: when i am forced to (usually after noon!)
U - Underwear: colourful and cottony!
V - Vegetable you dislike: Peas
W - Ways you run late: Oversleeping
X - X-rays you've had: Just teeth
Y - Yummy food you make: lots! especially my cakes!
Z - Zoo favorite: All of them! I have to pick? Polar bears I guess =]

Sims 3 is released in exactly one week,

In nine days I will be at OMGCon.

I turn 19 in 32 days.

I love Tyler.

I finally finished my novel after nine months of work.

I survived my first year in college.

Mom and I are going car and clothes shopping tomorrow.



Life is good at the moment ^^

I got bored. So I designed and made an Adam Lambert T-shirt!





Yay for boredom!!

So, my first year of college is officially over! Whoo-hoo!! It went by so fast, but I'm glad it did. I can't wait to get my Bachelor's and be done with school for life; it's just not my thing, lol

On a negative note, I think I'm getting sick. I woke up with a sore throat and drainage. Maybe it's just allergies. Hopefully. Normally, I wouldn't care because I brush off sicknesses a lot easier than most people, but I'm supposed to be going to the movies with Tyler tonight, and he's got the crappiest immune system I've ever seen. *sigh* I'll feel so bad if I get him sick again. Doesn't help that when I talked to my mom an hour ago and told her she was like, "Looks like you've contacted the swine flu after all! Can you not move home just yet so you don't get me sick?" Thanks, mom, thanks for your ever-present concern.

 Okay, why are there countless studies done about how when professors give students back their homework, quizzes, tests, papers, and other random useless assignments in a timely manner, it is actually useful and beneficial to the student? Because I don't think I've had a single professor this semester actually return something to me within practically a month of when it was handed in. 

So I'm sitting here studying for finals not knowing what the heck I have in any class going into the final. And when I've pointed this out, they all say the same thing, "What, you gonna study less or something?" And the answer to that is YES. I'm sorry, but if I have an A in your class I probably don't need to study as much to maintain that A. If I have a C in another class, you bet I'm going to study more to bring that grade up. I mean, from the student side, this is just COMMON SENSE. Because time, like money, does not grow on trees. And contrary to popular belief, students have more things to do than just study every sentence in their textbooks and notes because you, the professor, are a sadist and pick random stupid things to test over that were barely even touched on in class.

So thanks for that.

 Rant time, everybody! Just because I want to make sure that another friend and I aren't complete bitches even though another "friend" is making us out to be that way. I'll just use real names because none of them use LJ (the two involved have LJ's, but are never on it).

So basically, last August was college orientation for freshmen. While there, Robert met Sarah, as they were in the same group. Robert began to like Sarah a lot. Flash-forward to present time. Robert is still not dating Sarah. While we are all friends, Sarah has told him that she is not interested in him that way. Yet he perseveres. I've got to give the guy an A+ for trying, but the situation isn't as hopeless as it sounds. Occasionally, Sarah will contemplate dating Robert; however, this thought is always quickly squashed by one of two factors: 1) Robert has really bad B.O., 2) Robert is the poster-child for male PMS.

Now, the B.O. might be something he can't help. I have read about people who have a condition in which they smell the opposite of pretty and have no idea, even though they shower, etc. Robert showers daily. He wears deoderant. He has begun using Axe body spray. Yet he still smells. Obviously, this is not his fault, yet it's still a romance killer when you have to air out your room after he visits.

The problem is issue #2. I think Tyler put it best a few days ago: "Robert, at times, is super cool, like brotherly awesome, and then he'll suddenly turn into a dick." A bit of backstory: at college, it's me, Sarah, and Laura, and then the rest of our main group is male. We females always live on the same floor, so we hang out together a lot. The final straw happened today.

Sarah, Laura, and I were just sitting on Sarah's bed watching the PGSM Special Act when suddenly Sarah asked, "Does Robert still like me?" to which I said, "Honey, I don't think he ever stopped." Sarah was just like, "Oh, lordy," and asked about this because Robert and her were watching TV together yesterday evening and she apparently almost had to literally throw him out of her room to get him to leave when she wanted to go to bed. Laura piped up that he's been smelling a little bit better recently thanks to the Axe, but that he still had some work to do. Sarah said that she isn't physically attracted to Robert in the least and that you have to be at least a little bit physically attracted to a guy to date him. Laura agreed, using her own boyfriend Sean (Robert's best friend) as an example, saying that he wasn't drop dead gorgeous but was cute. Sarah then said that she wouldn't mind dating Sean because Sean is always super nice and didn't have "random moments of PMS like Robert", to which I agreed. Laura left shortly after as the movie concluded, and all was normal for the next few hours...

...Until I got a Facebook message from Robert saying, quote "U TALK TOO MUCH!!!!!" I had no idea what he was going on about, so I simply replied, "Huh?" Turns out that he had somehow gotten it out of Laura what our conversation had been about, and he had decided to put all of the blame on me. Why? Because apparently I should have lied and said that I didn't know if he still liked Sarah when he had just been talking about her the other night. When everyone has told Sarah on multiple occasions that he still likes her and the only reason she ever asks is in hopes that he's moved on. When he has used me multiple times in his plots to get Sarah to go on dates with him, usually involving me tagging along and being the third wheel before running off on my own and leaving them alone. Yes, suddenly, I am not supposed to lie and say that I am unsure of his feelings when he has asked me to tell her that he likes her before. He apparently is also pissed off that we all unanimously agreed that we would date Sean over him. I told him, "It's not like we deified Sean or anything! We just said that, given the choice, we would pick him because you always get pissy over stupid shit...like NOW!" He then announces that he's "done with [us] all" and logs off of Facebook chat. His Myspace status becomes "Robert wants his world to end" and he sends me a message telling me to grow up.

What??

This comes from the guy who takes every chance he gets to announce that Tyler is stupid, retarded, and other synonyms of "stupid". His reasoning? "He's more immature than we are!" No shit, sherlock. We're almost 19; Tyler just turned 17 two weeks ago. And guess what? Tyler acts a hell of a lot more mature than not only most high schoolers, but more mature than Robert does on a daily basis; do you think I would be interested in a pimply-faced teenager who shot spit balls at me from across the room? I'm not that stupid.

This comes from the guy who calls every major not related to science or maths a "fake major". Further clarified? He has a real major because he's a Chemistry major; Sean has a real major because he's a Biology major; Josh has a real major because he's a Math/Psychology double major, which Psychology is not a real major, but Maths is. According to him, I have a fake major because I am a Communications major; Sarah has a fake major because she is a Theology major; Laura has a fake major because she's an Arts Administration major; James has a fake major because he's a Music Tech major. Tyler, who's going to be attending the same university as us when he graduates, announced that he's planning to double major in English/Music; Robert instantly made it his goal in life to convert Tyler from his "fake majors" to a "real major". I was so pissed when he said that. Tyler is the most dedicated person I know. Music and songwriting means everything to him. Why should he be forced to be a stupid science major when he doesn't want to be. Not that Robert has any say over his major, but he'll bug Tyler about it till the cows come home.

Okay, I've probably been rambling for awhile, but seriously? Am I in the wrong here? Because I certainly don't think so. If I am, please let me know, but I doubt that I am. Sarah thinks that the whole thing is ridiculous, and all this has done is cause her to rant about what an idiot Robert can be for the past hour. Laura has locked herself in her room for the night with Sean, so we can't ask her exactly what went down until tomorrow. I just wanted to get this off my chest.

 I've been contemplating doing this for awhile, and the fact that Skunky did the exact thing earlier confirmed my decision. I have created a separate journal which will house all of my creativity (fics, videos, drawings, etc), leaving this journal for quizzes and life stories.

You may friend the new journal pikachuangie  in order to keep up with my ficcing!

Yay!!

 The Fail Test

Place X's next to the stuff you've done. If you get over 50, you fail at life!

1. [x] Forgot to put the lid on the blender, turned it on, and had everything fly out
2. [ ] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails
3. [x] Broken a chair by leaning back in it
4. [x] Had gum fall out of your mouth while you were talking
5. [x] Choked on your own spit while you were talking
6. [x] Had people tell you that you are blonde when you're not, or had people tell you that your blonde highlights are going to your head
7. [x] Been caught staring at your crush by your crush
8. [x]Have looked for something for at least 5 min then realized it was in your hand
9. [x] Tried to push open a door that said pull
10. [x] Tried to pull open a door that said push

Running total: 9

11. [x] Have actually believed someone when they said that they knew how to make a love potion
12. [x] Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit something else
13. [x] Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs
14. [x] Have actually exploded marshmallows in the microwave
15. [ ] Have gotten gum stuck in your hair
16. [x] Had gum fall out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble
17. [ ] Have had the juice from a mini tomato squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit into it
18. [x] Have had your drink come out your nose because you were laughing so hard
19. [x] Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name.
20. [x] Have skinned your toe because you were playing soccer or kickball with flip flops on or you were barefoot

Running total: 17

21. [x] Have put a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out in public with it on
22. [x] Have jumped out of a moving vehicle
23. [x] Have run into a closed door
25. [x] Searched for your cell phone while you were talking on it
26. [x] It has taken you longer than 5 min to get a joke
27. [x] Have gotten your hair stuck in a blow dryer
28. [ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a fan
29. [x] Tripped on a crack in the sidewalk
30. [x] Said o'clock after saying how many min after the hour, example: 5:30 o'clock, or 6:15 o'clock

Running total: 26

31. [x] After someone told you that there was gum on the ground, you stepped in it
32. [x] Put on a white shirt even though you already knew it was raining outside
33. [x] Have walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else.
34. [ ] Ever been kicked out of a grocery store/off their property
35. [x] Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc when its on, even though you knew it was hot
36. [x] Taken off your clothes to change into something else then accidentally put the old clothes back on
37. [x] Wondered why something wasn't working then realized it wasn't plugged in
38. [x] Put the cereal in the fridge, or put the milk in the cupboard
39. [x] Walked into a pole
40. [x] Wore two different earrings or shoes on accident

Running Total: 35

41. [x] Put your shirt on backwards/inside-out without realizing it then left your house
42. [x] Tried to take a picture of someone's eye with the flash on
43. [x] Gotten a ring stuck on your finger because you put it on even though you knew it was too small
44. [x] Walked out of the bathroom (stall) with toilet paper stuck to your shoe without realizing it
45. [x] Went to go do something/go get something, then when you got there, you forgot what it is was that you were going to do
46. [x] Picked up someone else's drink and drank out of it by accident when your drink was right next to it.
47. [x] Fallen out of your chair while trying to pick something up
48. [x] Have poked yourself in the eye
49. [ ] Have gotten in the shower with your socks still on
50. [ ] Melted your hairbrush while blow drying your hair.

Running total: 43

51. [x] Have done enough stupid things to make a test
52. [x] Have accidentally stabbed yourself with a pencil
53. [x] Have sung the wrong verse to a song without realizing it
54. [x] Have given an odd answer to a question because you didn't hear the question in the first place and didn't feel like asking what it was
55. [x] Told someone you were the wrong age because you seriously forgot how old you were
56. [ ] Looked into an overhead purposefully while it was on
57. [x] Got up early and got ready for school/work, then realized that you didn't have school/work that day
58. [x] Forgot your own phone number
59. [x] Have tripped on a cord after someone told you to watch out for it
60. [x] Have ever laughed at a joke that no one else thought was funny

Running total: 52

61. [ ] Done the Macarena to the electric slide or vice versa
62. [x] Said "funner" then had someone make fun of you for it
63. [x] Have repeated yourself at least twice in the same sentence
64. [x] Brought up an inside joke with the wrong person
65. [x] Didn't do the backside of an assignment because you thought that there wasn't one because you had already looked and forgot that there was another side
66. [x] Did more work than you had to on an assignment because you didn't read the directions
67. [x] Corrected someone's grammar/pronunciation then figured out that you were the one that was wrong
68. [x] Put something in a special place so that you would remember where it was, then forgot where you put it
69. [x] Put ice in your drink after the glass was full of liquid and had it splash out
70. [x] Told a lie then forgot what it was that you had said and got caught

Running total: 61

71. [x] When wearing goggles, you pulled them away from your face and let go so that they would come back and snap you in the face
72. [x] Forgot to make sure that the lamp was off before you replaced the light bulb
73. [x] Ran into a door jam
74. [x] Told someone that you hardly ever do stupid things, then immediately did/said something stupid
75. [x] Told someone to watch out for something, then you were the one that ran into it
76. [ ] Have purposely licked playground sand
77. [x] Have purposely and repeatedly flicked yourself with a rubber band
78. [x] Gotten so hyper that someone actually thought you were drunk when you weren't
79. [x] Have been so hyper you actually scared people
80. [x] Put duct tape on your body then pulled it off to see if it would hurt

Running total: 70

81. [ ] Put duct tape on your hair then pulled it off
82. [x] Put a clothes pin/hair clip on your lip, figured out that it hurt, then did it again
83. [x] Sat and wondered why men's dress shirts have a loop on the back
84. [x] Made up a code name for someone so that you could talk about them to someone else and no one else would know who you were talking about
85. [x] Have gotten a hairbrush stuck in your hair
86. [x] Used the straw to blow the straw wrapper at someone
87. [ ] Shaved your tongue because you thought your taste buds looked funny
88. [x] When at a restaurant, you used your spoon to fling stuff at people
89. [x] Have flung forks at people in a restaurant
90. [ ] Tripped and made the waiter drop the food.

Running total: 77

91. [x] As you are writing, you move your head back and forth with your pen/pencil
92. [x] Have drawn finger puppets on your fingers then named them
93. [x] Have wrapped someone in a roll of toilet paper
94. [x] Have used somebody else's toothbrush without even realizing it wasn't yours
95. [x] Have started telling a story and forget what you were talking about or what happened in the story
96. [x] Read a whole book but during the whole book you weren’t even paying attention
97. [x] You have spelled your own name wrong before
98. [x] When lying in bed you look for pictures in the texture of the ceiling
99. [x] Have used your calculator as a form of communication in class
100. [ ] Have popped a balloon in your mouth

final count: 86


I promise I'm not as much of a total spaz as this quiz makes me seem to be. I'm just a total spaz in denial because Tyler prefers to use terms like "adorable", "cute", and "crazy" to describe my abnormal behaviours at times. xD

 Sirs...Pay Close Attention

1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2.) FIVE MINUTES: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3.) NOTHING: This is the calm before the storm. This means something is wrong, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

4.) GO AHEAD: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

4.5) DO WHAT YOU WANT: Never take this literally. Just as in #4 this is test...dont fail. 

5) LOUD SIGH: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to 3 for the meaning of nothing).

6.) THAT'S OKAY: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

7.) THANKS: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint. Just say you're welcome.

8.) WHATEVER: Is a women's way of saying FUCK YOU! She doesn't care anymore...and thats the worst thing possible. 

9.) DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT, I GOT IT: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking, "what's wrong", for the woman's response refer to 3.

Just giving you a heads up, gentlemen ^^

 Swiped from obseletevulture !!

[1] What’s your dream pet, the pet you’ve always wanted? 
I really want a kitty! A cute fluffy kitty! Maybe two kitties! But it probably will never happen because every guy I like//date winds up being severely allergic to cats. ><

[2] How do you style your hair? 
I flat-iron it briefly once it dries and then just let it do it's own thing until I wash it again...which is typically mainly straight with random waves here and there (mainly the areas I dyed green). Anime hair xD

[3] What kind of watch do you usually wear? 
A pretty shiny silverish one with pastel colours on the face ^^

[4] If you could spend an hour with any one person of your choice (be they dead, alive or fictional) who would it be? 
Currently I'd love to spend time with Adam Lambert and just give him lots of hugs and make him sing =]

[5] What is your favorite dream/fantasy? 
Finishing college and becoming a well-paid writer. Somewhat famous. Marry husband of my dreams and have two perfect children (one boy and one girl). ^^

[6] Who was the last person you hugged (real or fictional)? 
Natalie, my roomie next year!! 

[7] What’s your current fandom/obsession/addiction? 
Still into a lot of Yu-Gi-Oh stuff. Mainly I've been obsessed with myself, not in a self-centered way, but in finishing up things. I'm filming my first feature-length film, and I can see the finish line in the race that is my novel. My Ren'Py virtual novel is 1/5 finished, but I probably won't touch that until school's out May 01st.

[8] What was the last thing you ate today? 
Chicken Marinana pasta!

[9] What was the last text you received? 
Silvious saying "I think you should and you should also call me and have me meet up with you lol" as the tail-end of a conversation involving her begging me to attend the Matt Kearny concert being held at my school tomorrow.

[10] What websites do you always visit when you go online? 
Facebook, my school e-mail, Youtube, Deviant Art, LiveJournal, MySpace, Antics...in pretty much that order.

[11] What was the last thing you bought? 
A birthday gift for my grandmother on Tuesday ^^

[12] What are you listening to right now? 
Hurra Torpedo "Total Eclipse Of The Heart". Best. Band. EVER. I need to see them in concert xD

[13] If you ever got a tattoo, what would you get and where would you get it? 
My Zodiac sign (Cancer) on my left wrist, the Kanji for "passion" on my right wrist, a Pikachu on my left hipbone, and a green star on my left ankle. Maybe an Ahnk on my right ankle, but we'll see ^^ 

[14] What is your favourite food? 
Pizza, chicken, and gummy worms. I pray everyday that my metabolism doesn't start betraying me, lol

[15] When grooming, what makeup (or toiletries) are a must? 
Toothbrush, toothpaste, tongue scraper Proactive, lotion, deoderant, body spritzer, black eyeliner, foundation powder if pictures will be taken during the day, hair brush, gum (never smoked a day in my life, but I chew gum like one xD).

[16] If you could play any musical instrument, which one would you play? 
I can play guitar, flute, and keyboard. I'm buying a bass from Katie tomorrow, so I guess I will be mastering that shortly ^^

[17] If you had the choice which would you rather be: ninja, pirate, astronaut or caveman? 
Go, ninja, go, ninja, go!

[18] If you could make a movie what genre would it be? (any genre/era) 
My current movie's an action/comedy.

[19] Say something about the person who tagged you. 
She's crazy =]]

[20] Tag 8 People. 
I tag...anyone who is also a procrastinator and wants to do this!!

 Swiped from x_mog :

Let's do the "Guess That Song" meme, shall we? I put my playlist on shuffle and jotted down a few lyrics from each song as it played. Let's see if anyone listens to some of the same stuff I do. ^^

1)  "A forever dream within a dream/of a certain city in a sea/as I walk the valley of unrest/behind this mask of creatin death."

2)  "Another dream that will never come true just to compliment your sorrows/another life that I'm thinking "Don't Go"/I can't do enough about your pain and suffering."

3)  "Nazonazo mitai ni chikyuugi wo tokiakashitara/minna de doko made mo ikeru ne/wakuwaku shitai to negainargara sugoshiteta yo/kanaetekureta no wa dare nano?"

4)  "I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me/I still feel your touch in my dreams/forgive me my weakness but I don't know why/without you it's hard to survive."

5)  "Chill out/what you yelling for/lay back/it's all been done before/and if you could only let it be/you would see/I like/you the way you are/when we're/driving in your car/and you're/talking to me/one-on-one/but you've become."

6)  "On the ground I lay/motionless in pain/I can see my life/flashing me by/Was it all too much/or just not enough/wake me up/I'm living a nightmare/I will not die/I will survive."

7)  "You change your mind like a girl changes clothes/yeah you PMS like a bitch I would know/that you it would seem always speak correctly/I should know that you're no good for me."

8)  "I love you baby baby/raito keshite/baby baby/kiss wo shite/baby baby/romance kizuite/hora kakuretenaide/hora hajimaru wa."

9)  "How'd it come to this/after all we've been through/two of a pair/now on opposite sides/from the very start/with honour we've dueled/watched each other's back/and we've battled with pride."

10) "Can you forget about the things I said when I was drunk/I didn't mean to call you that/I can't remember what you said or what you threw at me/please tell me/please tell me why."

So, tomorrow officially begins my Spring Break! Whoo-hoo!! Unfortunately, in order to begin said Spring Break,.I must attend my English class at 1pm tomorrow. This means turning in the six-page term paper. I haven't started on it. I'm not worried; I can write a good term paper in less than three hours. It's just that I don't feel like doing it. *nervous chuckle* We're also meeting at Za's Pizza Palace to turn in said papers, which is awesome because I love me some pizza! But I don't have a car. So I don't know how I'm getting there. Dammit! It's a twenty-minute walk, and temperatures are in the upper 60's tomorrow, so I might skip my 12pm Econ class and head down there. Yes. I'll probably do that. ^^

Then at 6pm tomorrow, Katie's having a cupcake party with me, Neha, Tyler, Xakk, Jay, and Brian. Which sounds like a lot of fun, but will more than likely be a melting pot of drama. Here's the lineup for the Cupcake Brawl:

    ME: Huge crush on Tyler. Also crushing on Xakk. Prefers Tyler.
    KATIE: Huge crush on Tyler. Dating Bryan. Prefers Tyler over Bryan.
    TYLER: No interest in Katie or Xakk. Interest in me. More interested in chick named Bre.
    XAKK: Very interested in me. Former boyfriend of Neha. Is bisexual and also likes Tyler.
    NEHA: Tyler's best friend. Crushing on Tyler. Dating Jay. Former girlfriend of Xakk. Still in love with Xakk.
    JAY & BRYAN: Oblivious to this all.

So yeah...tomorrow's pretty much either gonna be ugly, or a big orgy. I'd prefer the orgy! xD

Then, Saturday's Rocky Horror night at Baxter, which is gonna rock! Woot!

In sad news, Sims 3's release date was changed from February 20th to June 02nd. Motherfuckers... I was looking forward to indulging in unhealthy doses of it during Spring Break! Oh well...there's still DDR and guitar playing to occupy me! Yay!

I'm hungry. Dinner time!! Woot!

1.List 10 celebrities you would have sex with without even asking questions.
2.Put them in order of your lust for them. (1 is the hottest.)
3.Supply photos

1.  Brandon Boyd

The hottest of the hot. Look at him. Look at that body. Even that pirate's hat looks sexy on him! *drools* His vocal talent is amazing and is the primary reason that Incubus is tied for my #1 spot of favourite band of all time (Incubus and MSI have been fighting for that #1 spot for a consistent four years). He can sing while he thrusts!

2.  Criss Angel

Who gives a shit if he's aging?! The clock is ticking! I've gotta hurry up and tap that before the well runs dry! Oh Criss, thank you for dumping Holly Madison finally. Now, you can magic your way into my heart!

3.  Joel McHale

Every Friday night at 10pm on E!, I watch The Soup for my latest bout of celebrity and reality news. By 10:05, I am thinking dirty thoughts and wishing that Joel wasn't married with children. His charisma is amazing, and he's not bad looking, either!

4.  Sanjaya Malakar

Yes, people, yes! I was a major "Fanjaya" back in Spring 2007. And you know what? I still am! His autographed picture still sits on my dresser framed at home, and the fact that he was born on the same month, same day, same year as two of my other friends also reminds me that he's the only person on this list in my age group! C'mon, people. How could you say no to that body?!

5.  Aaron Dismuke

So, a big fan of FMA for years anyway, I got a chance to meet Aaron at CC2008 last year. And got lots of hugs from him the entire weekend! ^^ And guess what? He'll be back again at CC2009! Woot! So what that he's 16; it's legal in Kentucky, baby! xD

6.  John Hensley

Only a certain breed of men have the ability to sleep with an ugly porn star, punch out a tranny, and take a knife to their own penis and still be considered a heartthrob. John's character on Nip/Tuck has accomplished such things due to his charm and hottness. And John's even from my hometown, going to high school here and everything (Louisville, represent!)

7.  Jason Mewes

After falling in love with him in all of Kevin Smith's movies, Jason Mewes's devastating struggle and triumph with addiction made me love him all the more! The final scene of Zack & Miri Make A Porno certainly made me happy as well!! How can you resist that come hither look??

8.  Kevin Richardson

So, I'm forever an N'Sync fan, but I always felt that out of all ten members of N and BSB, Kevvy-poo was the hottest of the hott. And in 2006 when he left, I lost what little reason I had to listen to Backstreet Boys records. Still, he lives an hour's drive from my city. Maybe I can find his house! ^^

9.  Ashton Kutcher

So, little twelve-year-old me was channel surfing back in 2002 when I saw a really cute guy named Michael Kelso on TV. I did some research and discovered that Kelso's sexy actor Ashton Kutcher was also in a little movie called Dude, Where's My Car? I rented said movie and laughed hysterically. Ashton Kutcher became a winner in my book that day.

10. Johnny Depp

It's Johnny Depp. 'Nuff said.